Other than petsitting for a couple of people, I have literally nothing specific planned for today.
Sounds great, right? I can literally do whatever I want to do. Exercise. Watch movies. Read. Do something crafty. Etc etc etc.
Instead, I think about how much I hate being alone these days. I mean, for YEARS I enjoyed spending time by myself. Now when I do it, I feel lonely and sad.
So now I am at my friend Lani's place, hanging out with her and her fiance' and his daughter. Believe me, I really enjoy hanging out with my friends. And I love hanging at my friend Lani's place. But I wish just that I enjoyed spending time by myself like I used to. And what's even worse is I don't know how to enjoy it again.
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