I am a perfectionist and have always had an utter disdain for failure. This has kept me from trying a lot of things in my life. Having finally accepted that failure is a requirement for a fulfilling and diversified life experience, I have created this year long project in an attempt to become comfortable with the idea of failing. This blog chronicles my journey with failure.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Day 22: A Birthday Party
Today's challenge involved going to a friend's birthday party. How could going to a friend's birthday party be a challenge? When you are a chronic worrier and have an active imagination, it is definitely possible to think that you might fail while going to a birthday party.
What if I don't have fun? What if there's so many people that there's nowhere for me to sit, and I start to feel claustrophic? What if I'm not in a good mood and have a terrible time? What if no one REALLY likes me and they don't want me to be there? (that last one was the result of a kind of emo week)
I sucked it up, got out of bed, and went to the party despite all of these worries and fears.
Result: I had a GREAT time! And all of these worries and fears of failing by not having fun at the party did not come to manifest as true.
I am silly.
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