I am a perfectionist and have always had an utter disdain for failure. This has kept me from trying a lot of things in my life. Having finally accepted that failure is a requirement for a fulfilling and diversified life experience, I have created this year long project in an attempt to become comfortable with the idea of failing. This blog chronicles my journey with failure.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Day 81: Studying for a Test
So. Today, the goal was to spend a large chunk of the day studying for my cognitive psychology test, which was to occur the next day.
Result: I did study for the test today. Sort of. For some reason, the idea of taking the test the next day gave me a HUGE feeling of anxiety. I had just taken a test this morning, so I wasn't able to study for the cognitive psychology test prior to today. But for some reason, the huge anxiety I was feeling about this test prevented me from studying very much. I don't know how to explain it, other than feeling like there was SO much that I needed to study that there was no way that I could do it. When I feel overwhelmed, I basically shut down and cannot accomplish anything until the feeling goes away.
Long story short, I was able to focus enough and study enough, both today and the next day, that I was prepared for the test. And I got an A on it :-)
I really need to learn how not to freak out so much over tests.
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