I am a perfectionist and have always had an utter disdain for failure. This has kept me from trying a lot of things in my life. Having finally accepted that failure is a requirement for a fulfilling and diversified life experience, I have created this year long project in an attempt to become comfortable with the idea of failing. This blog chronicles my journey with failure.
Monday, June 6, 2011
Day 156: Games with Mikey
I love to hang out with my good friend Melissa and her son Mikey. One of the things that Mikey loves to do is play games--checkers, Sorry, Monopoly, etc. However, most of the time that we play board games or whatever type of games together, he wins. And it is so frustrating!!! But today, I decided to go ahead and play several games with him.
Result: I won several times!!! He won as well. I mean, I know I'm acting stupid here. I'm getting upset about losing to a 7 year old. But hey, my subconscious doesn't know that it's a 7 year old and not a 37 year old, right...? Maybe some day I won't take it so personally when I lose a stupid game. :-)
Day 155: OkCupid
Back before I started dating Carey, I was a member of okcupid. I got several dates from it, and I even dated someone I met on the site for about a month. I'm not necessarily in a hurry to start dating again, but at the same time, by not re-activating my account, I won't meet anyone from that site. So I went ahead and re-activated my account. And so far so good :-)
Day 154: Words With Friends
So. I finally started playing Words With Friends instead of being intimidated by it.
Result: I am playing this with several friends. Some games I am winning. One game in particular I was losing very badly. But I have accepted the fact that I won't get any better unless I keep playing. And I have already improved dramatically :-)
Day 153: Breaking Up is Hard to Do...Or is It???
Today, I broke up with my boyfriend of 7 months. As time went on, I realized more and more that we had different values and priorities and interests.
I could have failed in the sense that I could feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life. But I don't feel that way. I know that I did the right thing.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Day 152: Resume'? What Resume'??
So, I need to update my resume' so that I can apply for a volunteer/intern position next semester for a Field Practicum class I'm taking. I haven't updated my resume' in two years, and I need to make a resume' that is more tailored to the fact that I am in school and wish to pursue a career in the psychology field. So I decided that I would update my resume' today.
Result: Yeah, that didn't happen. I'm just afraid of doing a crappy job and then not getting a position somewhere next semester, or at least not where I really want to volunteer. I could do it in the morning since I woke up at freakin' 630am, and I don't have to leave for Atlanta until 12:30pm. Will I actually update it today? Only time will tell . . .
Day 151: Phlinx
I am in love with this online game. It's really simple--you are given a colored ball in a launcher, and you have to shoot it at the balls above to make at least 3 connected together. They go away, and you have to get a certain number of other balls loose in order to make it to the next round. That's not a good explanation, but it's close enough.
I started with the easy level and have now been playing on the Expert level. (You can choose which level you want to play.) I could very easily play on a lower level so that I would always win or would be more likely to win. But I actually like the challenge of playing the Expert level. I fail much more often than I succeed, but . . . I'm actually okay with that :-) I've finally found something I don't mind failing at lol.
Day 150: Words With Friends
Today I decided to take a chance and download and play Words With Friends. I am terrible at Scrabble, and I very rarely play (since I'm terrible at it).
Result: I downloaded it. And then I took a look at it, and I just gave up right there. I thought that I would be able to play all of my friends at once, I didn't know that it would be a game with one person at a time. And if it's not just one person at a time, I couldn't figure that out.
So yeah, not only did I fail at not doing well at the game, I failed at even playing at all! No biggie :-)
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